I really don't know what to do.. I am living with my mother .. She does not want me here.. she really don't .. we had a fight the night before last. and she has been at Alex's house since yesterday.. I love my mom.. I don't know what I would do with out her.. She has been there for me through everything I have gone through since the day I was born..
I really don't think she likes me.. yeah.. she loves me. but as a person .. she don't like me..
She dont want me around her.. She never agree's with any choice I make.. She thinks I am a fuck up.. I don't know what to do..
The fight omgs.. it was a knock down drag out physical fight.. neither of us come out of it unscathed
Josh.. thats another story to.. he does not want to go to school,.. so now the choice is taken out of his hands. He has missed so much school that he is going to be put in alternitive school.. he will be made to go.. Maybe thats what it takes.. idk.. I am so lost .. I just dont know what to do .. and scared,. yes by Goddess I am so scared .. I just need some help to get through all of this .. Please Goddess help me understand what i need to do
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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