coming to an end..

I have tried to keep postive through this last year.. its been a long hard year.. with school.. and my father passing away 2 wks ago.. I ended a 7 yr reletionship.. that should have ended 6 yrs ago.. or 7 yrs ago .. But now.. I have a about a month of school left .. 1 month to graduate from Arnolds Beauty School.. I am so excited that its this close.. and so sad at the same time.. I love school.. My instructors are the best.. I love them all .. I am also doing my first wedding as a makeup artist, very excited about that forsure

so whats next in my life.. This I know. I will take state boards.. find a job.. live. love, laugh.. take care of my son.. and my daughter.. as much as I can since she lives 2hrs away with her husband..

Where will I live.. This I dont know.. My mother is sick. very sick.. and there is no way that I am leaving her as long as she needs me to be here. So what will happen how will it happen .. I have no idea.. but life will go on.

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This has been one heck of a year.. Now my dad died.. last sunday.. to bizare.. really hasnt sunk in yet.. on the plus side i have one month of school left when i go back.. pretty much took me a year to finish.. I started Jan 26, 2010 and hopefully will graduate feb, 3, 2011 thats about a week after my 1 yr anniversary there.

Great Month

Its been a great month for me.. I made it to 1000 hours at school.. I went to the Premire Brimingham Hair show weekend of Oct 17,18 2010. this weekend Oct 23, 2010 I did my first runway show.. I did the makeup for so many girls.. regular makeup and airbrushed with the Dinair makeup airbrush. I was told by both the salon owner and the woman that works at the shop that I was the prefered Makup artist. there was only two of us though. I had so much fun.. I cant even tell you how many girls I did.. I was so tired by the end of the day.. It was a good tired though. One like you know you worked all day.. I made a good impression.. thats the best thing. I so hope to work with them again. I love this work.. I live it every day..

wow

its been a long time since i posted aug 4, 2010 it tells me on here.. so much has been going on . but the best thing is i have 900 hours plus at school.. the birmingham hair show is coming up to.. i plan to go.. I should have my student loan by then.. they tell me friday week thats going to be so much fun. i hope anyway.. theres so much to say and i am tired I will make a point of adding more to this later on .. when its not bedtime

Lovin school

I am thankfull that I am not getting so many pedicures in school. its not that I hate them. its just not my fav thing to do.. I mean it is hair school.. so I want to learn more about hair styling which I am . I've been getting a few more hair cuts lately .. which is like the best. I did not have any pedicures last friday .. which made me so happy .. 3 roller sets.. a hair cut and eyebrow tint *same patron for the last two* yesterday i did 2 hair cuts. A woman and her son.. and today.. yes a pedi . but also a hair cut. A man came in with atleast shoulder length hair .. I cut it all off from temple down with a #2 gaurd and then just really short on top.. The man was Happy with it.. so thats excellant.. I am really tired.. I dont know why but im sure it will get better.. when i get myself back in order w/ my meds and all .. but I am still really happy with school.
anyway.. I'm outs for the night.. laters

school

Well it’s almost time for school. I love going to school. I love learning new stuff every day... hair cutting class was last Thursday. Even thought i did cut my fingers a couple times.. (memo to self shears are sharp lol ) I made it through Friday without one... that’s the number ZERO, pedicures... so happy... means I’m moving up in class.
I did 3 roller sets... 1 hair cut, brow tint... and pretty much that a day... since its a short day to begin with we get out at 3 on Fridays... So it’s always busy and hectic... I do have a feeling that when it gets more into fall and winter it may slow down a bit. There won’t be 50 million pedicures since ppl will be wearing shoes instead of sandals. There will always be pedi's but not so much in colder weather. thank the gods for that. It’s not that I hate pedi’s but their just not my fav thing to do. Any way .. I guess I'm going to try and snatch a few Z's before school. since its 3am and i have to be at school in 5 hrs..

coming close to half way done

it seems like yesterday when i was waiting for school to start. it didnt seem like it would ever get here.. and now its here and im close to 700 hours.. i will have 700 + by the end of next week. i seriously cant believe its so far along.. 1500 hours will be here soon and I will be graduating and moving on to bigger and better things. I guess its time I start looking for a job .. IDk its atleast 6 mo away before I will be done. then another month before I will be able to take state boards I am super excited and a little nervous at the same time .. right now in school were learning about hair color.. and to match it to skin tone whether warm, cool or neutral .. you would not believe how much you have to learn about that.. its not just saying i have brown hair and i want it blonde. theres so many steps in between.. knowing if you can even get the hair to a blonde color with out frying it.. its totally amazing.

school coming along

well I am 6mo into school i have close to 600 hours.. and I still love school.. I did a perm today.. been getting more and more customers but less pedicures then before, thanks the gods.. I did 3 hair cuts last week and 1 this week so far.. I am loosing weight.. getting more stamina.. and moving ahead.. getting better all the time at acrylic nails..

I cant wait till I get done with school and start working.. I still love school like i said every day.. the staff is great.. the students are good.. and making new friends..

new class starts july 27 and my daughters bff will be in it.. got a car too.. life is getting better all the time.. the Goddess is certainly on my side it seems..

blessings my firends and good night

so tuesday june 1. 2010 . first day back to school after the memorial day weekend.. and the first day in Normas class .I really screwed up.. the day was going pretty good.. but i knew i had to make a call to my son's school so while i was on lunch break.. I called my sons school.. I had an issue with them.. (that part is not anyones concern but mine) The pissed me off .. and I told them so.. I cussed them . and yelled at them. which is not good in the first place.. but I was at school at the time, and in customer earshot.. SO yes I got suspended.. I am not proud of it.. but I did do it.. for 10 days.. I figue I will post it here so every one knows whats going on.. NO I did not cuss a customer, Insturctor, or student...

Love my school

I have been going to Arnolds Beauty School for several months now.. I start on Januaray 26th 2010 its now May 31st 2010 I have more then 500 hours and all 3 kits that we get.. I am working on real people along with the maniquin work requried each week I love school.. I really like the instructors ... They are all but a couple related.. Arnolds was opened by The Arnolds in 1964 . there was 2 brothers.. don Arnold married norma.. and the brother.. Debbie.. who are the 2 who run the school.. then Normas dauthers are instructors Donna and Leanne.. the thrid works at the beauty shop.. then Donna's daughter Jennifer is an insturctor. I am told another one is going to be a kinda secretary .. Jodi.. I have not actually met JOdi.. but I am sure she is going to be as great as Jennifer.. the other instructor is Leslie.. the new one .. in training is melody.. there are a couple helpers Amanda, and cassie.. cassie is also full time at the salon .. well I think that about rounds out the employees of the school..any questions ask.. i dont mind

weight loss

I have lost 15 pounds.. YAY! for me.. but I have a long long road ahead of me.. I need to loose 100 pounds.. although my goal right now is 50 pounds by september.. Thats when I'll be 2/3 of the way finished with school.. I will finish school.. I will get my license and i will be a makeup artist.. that is what i want to do .. I have worked hard to get where I am .. which is `1/3 of the way tuesday at 3pm that is i will have 500 hours.. and YAY! me again.. i get my 500 hour kit.. all kinds of new goodies..
Last week was a crappy week. with out going into detail... 1 student tuesday.. acting stupid.. another wenesday telling lies and changing what i said .. which caused trouble.. that ruined my week.. and I felt horrible the rest of teh week.. I just could not seem to get out of that funk.. but now its the weekend.. I have worn myself out, out in the yard planting herbs.. I am tried.. so I think its time to chill later

Long Time

been a long time.. I have now 383 hours at school now.. However it seems that the weather is working against me. frist 3 mondays.. it snowed every week .. and the school was closed.. now its raining,. so much that the roads are flooded and now i cant go to school either.. its really almost funny..

I should have 500 hours by the end of this month.. I'm tring to be there every day that I am able to be.. I want to be done with this . state boards taken and passed and working just as soon as i can.. .. the way its going right now.. i will not graduate until January 2011... I totally cant wait till September. I get to go to Nashville and spend time at Posh Hair Design with Jon Steinick of Shear Genius.

I have learned so much over the last four nonths.... at the end of this month so much happens .. Change.. we move up from the beginners Theory class to the intermediate class.. thats a good thing.. even tho I will miss the class I am in now.... its just going to be differnt

I plan to update here a lot more often,, even if no one ever reads it but me

wow long time

I have been so busy.. well kinda.. we've had so many snow days.. the last 3 weeks.. Thank fully it appears that that is over.. *crosses fingers* .... This well be the first monday out of the 3 weeks going on four that I have been in school.. blame that on the snow.. I have learned so much in those three weeks. got my hair cut.. my nails done. and my brows waxed and tinted.. they are a little to dark for my taste... but its all good.. they grow fast..

I got a 104 on my first test.. the next one is in 8 or so hours.. its 1am and i really need to get some sleep but, i'm not really sleepy .. school starts at 8am.. so guess i'll say good night ..


blessings of Avalon my friends

School tomorrow

Cant wait school starts tomorrow.. bright and early 8am..

School

Well, I start school Tuesday.. I'm excited.. I can't wait to start.. I am all ready except a couple of white tee shirts. I thought I would get those and be done with it.

Now, thats not so... well for me it is.. but I have to buy 2 more outfits for Josh at least 2 .. I got one today.. black jeans and a white button up shirt,. required uniform for his new school.. The court ordered School.. he would not have to do this if he would go to school..

But no, He cant do that.. He has to be the big man.. "Your not going to tell me what to do" " the teachers are mean" and more excuses.. No real reason.. just excuses..

I want him to finish school.. to do well and to go to collage.. I want that for both my kids.. I dont understand why they dont want to do better then I did..

any way

blessings

School starts in a week

I have orintation tomorrow from 9-12pm.. 4 hours of this is what we expect.. wow.. anyway I am excited. so at nearly 1am i think i better get some sleep.

blessigs

and i love you alex

AMAZED at the stupidity of some people

I am totally amazed at at the ignorance in the world.. Thats not to say that I know every thing.. far from it.. what I am amazed at is some of the holy roller christian converts.. they were nothing once the found God and now they know it all .. I site this article on Associated Content.

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2580189/wicca_in_the_21st_century.html?cat=9

This person says that White and black magic all comes from the devil.. I find this comment horrible ridiculous.. Pagans and Wiccans do not believe in the devil.. We do not believe in a christian made up evil to scare the chritians into beinghave.. so that they can be better cotroled.. It is proven fact that if not all most christian based holidays fall on or around a Pagan Sabbat .. Which means they stole or days turned them into theirs to once again get people to do what they (christain ..mainly the Catholic church) says

I once again have to say that I am totally and utterly amazed at what some people will believe.. I also have to say .. Do a little research before you go spouting off about somtthing you know nothing about.. If not you just sound stupid

blessings to all and Merry Part

LIFE SU|XS sometimes

I really don't know what to do.. I am living with my mother .. She does not want me here.. she really don't .. we had a fight the night before last. and she has been at Alex's house since yesterday.. I love my mom.. I don't know what I would do with out her.. She has been there for me through everything I have gone through since the day I was born..

I really don't think she likes me.. yeah.. she loves me. but as a person .. she don't like me..

She dont want me around her.. She never agree's with any choice I make.. She thinks I am a fuck up.. I don't know what to do..
The fight omgs.. it was a knock down drag out physical fight.. neither of us come out of it unscathed

Josh.. thats another story to.. he does not want to go to school,.. so now the choice is taken out of his hands. He has missed so much school that he is going to be put in alternitive school.. he will be made to go.. Maybe thats what it takes.. idk.. I am so lost .. I just dont know what to do .. and scared,. yes by Goddess I am so scared .. I just need some help to get through all of this .. Please Goddess help me understand what i need to do

For my Girl

My girl Happens to be my 18 yr old daughter who is stuck in her house by herself all the time cuz she dont work but her husband does ... so Al gal.. i am here updating this blog. Just for you ... Sorry I dont have a lot to say..,

Oh I can say that i start school on the 26th. cant wait time goes to slow when you are waiting. lol

anyway

blessings