School tomorrow

Cant wait school starts tomorrow.. bright and early 8am..

School

Well, I start school Tuesday.. I'm excited.. I can't wait to start.. I am all ready except a couple of white tee shirts. I thought I would get those and be done with it.

Now, thats not so... well for me it is.. but I have to buy 2 more outfits for Josh at least 2 .. I got one today.. black jeans and a white button up shirt,. required uniform for his new school.. The court ordered School.. he would not have to do this if he would go to school..

But no, He cant do that.. He has to be the big man.. "Your not going to tell me what to do" " the teachers are mean" and more excuses.. No real reason.. just excuses..

I want him to finish school.. to do well and to go to collage.. I want that for both my kids.. I dont understand why they dont want to do better then I did..

any way

blessings

School starts in a week

I have orintation tomorrow from 9-12pm.. 4 hours of this is what we expect.. wow.. anyway I am excited. so at nearly 1am i think i better get some sleep.

blessigs

and i love you alex

AMAZED at the stupidity of some people

I am totally amazed at at the ignorance in the world.. Thats not to say that I know every thing.. far from it.. what I am amazed at is some of the holy roller christian converts.. they were nothing once the found God and now they know it all .. I site this article on Associated Content.

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2580189/wicca_in_the_21st_century.html?cat=9

This person says that White and black magic all comes from the devil.. I find this comment horrible ridiculous.. Pagans and Wiccans do not believe in the devil.. We do not believe in a christian made up evil to scare the chritians into beinghave.. so that they can be better cotroled.. It is proven fact that if not all most christian based holidays fall on or around a Pagan Sabbat .. Which means they stole or days turned them into theirs to once again get people to do what they (christain ..mainly the Catholic church) says

I once again have to say that I am totally and utterly amazed at what some people will believe.. I also have to say .. Do a little research before you go spouting off about somtthing you know nothing about.. If not you just sound stupid

blessings to all and Merry Part

LIFE SU|XS sometimes

I really don't know what to do.. I am living with my mother .. She does not want me here.. she really don't .. we had a fight the night before last. and she has been at Alex's house since yesterday.. I love my mom.. I don't know what I would do with out her.. She has been there for me through everything I have gone through since the day I was born..

I really don't think she likes me.. yeah.. she loves me. but as a person .. she don't like me..

She dont want me around her.. She never agree's with any choice I make.. She thinks I am a fuck up.. I don't know what to do..
The fight omgs.. it was a knock down drag out physical fight.. neither of us come out of it unscathed

Josh.. thats another story to.. he does not want to go to school,.. so now the choice is taken out of his hands. He has missed so much school that he is going to be put in alternitive school.. he will be made to go.. Maybe thats what it takes.. idk.. I am so lost .. I just dont know what to do .. and scared,. yes by Goddess I am so scared .. I just need some help to get through all of this .. Please Goddess help me understand what i need to do

For my Girl

My girl Happens to be my 18 yr old daughter who is stuck in her house by herself all the time cuz she dont work but her husband does ... so Al gal.. i am here updating this blog. Just for you ... Sorry I dont have a lot to say..,

Oh I can say that i start school on the 26th. cant wait time goes to slow when you are waiting. lol

anyway

blessings