scary thing

I had to take my son to school this morning.. As i always do when taking him to school .. i took a short cut. alternant n 220 .. the road was clear. i went through just fine.. i dropped him off at school.. turned around to go home.. and in the 5 minutes it took to drop him off a tree .. not just a little limb, a whole tree was laying across the road.. if i had been five minutes later it would have hit the car.. All i can say is THANK YOU GODDESS for protecting me..


blessings for now..

it never fails

every damn momrnning its the same fucking fight.. i am so sick of it.. you would think by now.. my son who is 16 would have figured it out..

He makes me so angry.. and my boyfriend is not much better.. running his mouth.. ask him to leave me alone.. he just gets mad.. i have to go nuts and be mean to make anyone understand..

i am so frustrated.. i could scram

good news

I got in touch with the school i want to go to today.. and was told i was aproved for a pell grant.. which is most of the tution.. YAY!!.. so i go for orintation on 1/16 and start 1/26.. Now I just have to come up with 350 bucks by 1/16.. I am totally not sure I know how that is going to happen.. But goddess please help me figure it out..

I really need to go to school and learn a trade to support myself and my family..

On.. another note.. I think I am finally making a believer out of my son.. He is still pulling the same old bs.. but he is finally giving in .. and doing what he knows he is suppose to do.. that means going to school.. I over slept again today.. my clock was flashing when i woke up at 7am. and hour later then i was meant to get up..
it took me 3 hours to get josh moving but by 10am he was in school.. this I am so very happy about.. and really a little shocked that he actually went..

So tonight.. i have his computer.. and will do so every night at 10pm.. that way he can not stay up allnight playing video games

so i am gonna say goodnight now..

blessings for a happy yule..

Posting

We had a busy day yesterday, with kinda doing a facelift on the living room .. getting ready for christmas.. painting and what not.. This is why no post yesterday.. it seems like i wont get to it but once every other day.. so .... I will if I can everyday.. if not atleast every other day..


blessings.

12/4/09

I missed writing last night.. i was up to 10pm. i was so tired.. i got up at 6 am.. I know poor me .. no nap.. what ever shall i do lmao.. just kidding.. i didnt take a nap.. so i was actually sleepy at bed time.. so sorry i missed yesterday

however I finally got an estamate on my car.. 400 .. if no vales are bent.. I pray there is not.. but the timing belt is broke..

I didnt think josh was gonna go to school today.. i overslept. it was seven thrity when i woke up ..

he finally went.. after i threated to call the police and keep his computer and satilte box card..

So he finally went.. he was late.. but that was my fault.. atleast he went

good bye for now..

blessings

Boring day

I guess i decided to make a post each day .. even if it was a boring day, there must be somthing to say.. Well today it rained.. we had bacon cheese burgers for dinner .. I havent heard from My daughter in two days .. that worries me ..
I ordered makeup brushes saturday... they havent got here yet..

I'm feeling ok.. a little irratated at ppl expecting me to do things i dont want to d.. every one seems to be in a mood today.. but i am reminded by raven that it is a full moon .. so that would explain it .. but other then that.. its just another day

kids

UGH!! my son is sick.. for the first time this year.. even though he has missed more school then allowed.. So that means he has F'd up.. I have to take him to get a doctors note or he is in truancy .. I so much do not want to do this..